I listened to this a couple of times in Collingwood.
AudioBooks.
Because Re-hydrating chickpeas and dancing the children around and keeping current with schedules and the laundry cycle and the people who keep texting me pointless things like "how are you?"
seriously? how is that even a question. "I FEEL FREAKING AMAZING! DON'T EVER ASK ME HOW I'M DOING AGAIN! HAVE YOU EVEN LOOKED AT THE SKY? HUH? THE TREES?
THE FLOWERS?
how the fuck anyone could be anything other than absolutely riddled with magical bliss in each existential moment is so beyond me, like. holy cow. the never-ending miracle of life. but, again, i ramble off topic. if you're going to ask a question, make it a worthwhile question.
(and like, sure, sometimes stuff comes up that's *irritating*or throws a seemingly big obstacle in the path but that's actually always the universe trying to help you, so yes feel the emotion of frustration or shed tears of futility if need be but then get back to the outstanding because. well i dunno. what? are ya gonna wallow in mud whilst complaining about wallowing in the mud? the total power is within you. go be outstanding now.)
So on Jan 1st 2016 I decided to do the Goals Program Hardcore. I free-wrote 10-20 goals in my journal every morning and every night mostly every day until aprox late February to see what consistent would arise from it.
A condensed version would look like this:
GOALS!
Move Like Ido Portal learn to code Eat Greener pick Chaga Organize the house plant sea buckthorn improve wardrobe TOASTMASTERS 4D 9's & 10's friends relationships pay off debt learn about trees maple syryp? Do a budget increase income x10 Stay friends with Cam, listen to audiobooks while working out plant sunflowers get in the groove with 4D friends 9's & 10's love my children all up every day set aside time to code and write Keep Bees! order a big batch of pink salt for spring table Drink Green Juice and Eat Raw'r Move like IDO PORTAL ATTEND TOASTMASTERS 4D friendships & Relationships 9's & 10's Quality Alone Time Quality Time w my kids try new things focus on coding and writing move like iDO portal grow flowers and vegetables and beehives Ducks! Quack! expand and grow with Cam/Cheryl. travel increase income x 10 increase energy and time management focus on chaga eliminate caffeine Audio Books during workouts Market Booth Read more to my kids Dance more often excellent level of home organization Maintain a mind that is open to everything and attached to nothing plant flowers learn to code and write while doing it MOVE LiKE IDO PORTAL TOAST with the MASTERS listen to audio programs while excersising Geodesics! Keep Bees. focus on chaga eliminate caffeine Quality time with kids Quality time with self invest in only 4D friends Relationships that are 9's and 10's increase playfulness of life increase energy & movement to level of IDO PORTAL increase communications skills to level of professional speaker ViA Toastmasters & YMCA courses. Share Playfulness with others EXUDE WELL BEING plant flowers dance and sing more code write listen to electronica channel AJ Longstreet energy do some trans research and development BE with my kids be patient, loving 4D friends Relationships with 9's and 10's Audio Books during workouts create own meaning in life increase income x 10 tithe.
LOVE!!!!!
eat rawr.
Playfullness and Curiousity. 4D friends all relationships are 9's and 10's Vegan Rawr eating Workout Every Day Audio Book increase amount of dancing, flowers, songs and smiles, forgive self I AM SO WORTH IT! toast with the masters! personal trainer course increase income x 10 release the resistance/let go of fear be on the leading edge Keep Bees apiculture Buy a bunch of Pink Salt mortar & pestle. peppermills. drink only naturally decaffeinated beverages have really flat abs 4D friends! All relationships are 9's and 10's! Ultimate self love and reflect this respect to everyone I encounter smiles laughs songs and dance increase income x 10 learn to masterfully communicate with others Study NLP mirroring matching fearlessly be essorterric LOVE VORTEX gatherings Toast With The Masters Bees Butterflys & Flowers Duck Eggs Fiddleheads Chaga Wild Leeks Audio Books during workouts 5 AM WAKE UPS AND PUNCTUALITY become a super fit, great communicator motivator 4D friends all relationships are 9's and 10's be naturally caffeine free love passionately reflect self respect into everyone's mirror healthy food wild leeks chaga duck eggs increase income x 10 maintain a tidy organized home have systematic food prep create recipes and BATCH sizes Keep Bees.
increase number of folks I can discuss interesting intellectual and leading edge creative thoughts with 4D friends! all relationships are 9's and 10's Read to my kids set aside time to be mindful and present Audio Book Workout @ YMCA 4 days/week Certified Personal Trainer increase income x 10 make soap always reach for the least resistant thought in any moment do what feels awesome to ME. get a stripper pole {what.? my neighbor has one, she's so awesome and hot, hey can you blame me? I love strippers. Judge me all you want.}chaga wild leeks fiddleheads duck eggs green juice/protein smoothies toastmasters & public speaking skills Keep Bees maple syrup tap trees Coding & Writing
increase and maintain like hearted connections with intelligent, interested, leading edge deliberate creators 4D friends all relationships are 9's and 10's increase income x10 increase fitness level to reflect that of someone who codes on a treadmill, personal trainer, hold integrity for self. Know Thy Value. Worth. $$$$$$$Reflect self respect & Love into everyone's mirror enjoy ballanced prosperity. enjoy mindfull reading time with kids Be Playfull. Share playfull, fun light loving laughter with all interactions with 4D friends All Relationships are 9's and 10's
.......
you get the idea.
it rambles on from there, looping woodland forest fun, leading edge co-creator, align with what feels good in any moment smile, dance be mindful calm and present. playfullness. LOVE VORTEX
lucid dreaming...
So anyhow by April this was my Goals List: (now with improvements and hyperlinks)
1) I am proudly earning $10,000/month as a self employed success coach.
2) I am mindful, calm & present with my kids every day.
3) All of my friends are 9's & 10's. My relationships are 4D
4) I am bursting with personal power
5)I lift weights on an alternating/rotating schedule of every second day.
6) My life is abundant with attraction! humor! love! wildly positive energy! sexuality! sensuality! money! delicious healthy food! friendship! love! (yes love is legit on there twice)
7) I awake each morning feeling fully refreshed and prepared
8) my passion draws the right people to me!
9) I am happily & excitedly learning to code! (i usually tie creative writing into this affirmative statement)
10) I am FEARLESS
11.11) I know myself & trust my intuition
12) I eat RAWLICIOUS food
13) I
14) I own 100% responsibility for my life
15) I give myself permission to explore that which interest me
16.) My passions are the path to my greatest income opportunities
In reflection, I am totally happy with the way everything went. like, it was terrifying at times, "gotta kick at the darkness 'till it bleed's daylight" comes to mind. great lyric Bruce Cockburn. that ones given me power in so many rough spots of life. yay Canadian Rock Band Power!
the only thing I think is that I wouldn't have linked money and success. Gold does not inspire me, abundant health, friendship and co-creation inspires me, so right now I'm focusing super hard to re-channel that. Also. the Gods have given me an enormous and stupefying amount of power, which is so terrifying. It seems idiotic. why would anyone gift so much power to someone with 0.0000000000000000000000000000000001 units of self control. I spend so much time contemplating this.
Responsibility. it is time to refine my level of Responsibility.
